The Dark Side of Me

The dark side of me is hard to define
It's the part of my soul that I keep confined
The part that I'm afraid, of what it might see
The part that's alone, when I cease to be

It is a monster, that I can't control
A ghost that haunts me, deep in my soul
That causes me to lie, and sometimes stray away 
It makes me angry, and it is hard to beat

I try to keep it hidden, deep inside
So no one else can see, the fear that I hide
But sometimes it escapes and shows its face
And I'm left alone, in that dark, dark place

But I know that it's there, and I must face it
The darkness within, before it takes its place
So I'll keep it in check, and keep it at bay
And hope that someday, it'll just fade away.

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